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Non-Armageddon Discussion / Body language
« Last post by MeTekillot on Today at 12:20:23 PM »
Does anyone know of any very clinical style books that examine and explain the dynamics of human body language and eye contact, or of any resources or professionals I could consult to help me blend in better? I suffer constant social rejection and ostracization because I don't have a good grasp on how to communicate my intentions and feelings and how to blend into conversations.
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Non-Armageddon Discussion / Re: Idle complaints about today
« Last post by MeTekillot on Today at 04:40:10 AM »
Can't sleep. Bit anxious.
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Non-Armageddon Discussion / Re: A Random Thought
« Last post by Gunnerblaster on Today at 02:44:43 AM »
I invited a friend over for a Christmas party. I seduced her with offers of "Chocolate-covered rice crispies" which auto-corrected to "Cocaine-covered rice crispies". Laughs were had.
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General Discussion / Re: ARMemes
« Last post by KankWhisperer on December 17, 2018, 09:11:03 PM »
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Non-Armageddon Discussion / Re: A Random Thought
« Last post by Synthesis on December 17, 2018, 08:26:00 PM »
I don't know what you look like, and I don't care.  Get help.
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Non-Armageddon Discussion / Re: A Random Thought
« Last post by MeTekillot on December 17, 2018, 07:34:48 PM »
Almost all of that is wrong and I'm too wrung out right now to address it in a level of detail that would be satisfying to me but I have not been taking stimulants (besides LSD? if that counts, which I am now deadset on not taking again unless I become inescapably suicidally depressed again). I smoke weed and drink alcohol to try to blend in with people a few years younger than me because people my age can see that I'm socially retarded on account of either a terrible childhood or the autism or probably both. I don't know why you seem to think that my observations of other people are nonsense. Do you find me repulsively ugly or something? I can't see why you would disagree that I'm passably attractive. I fuss over my appearance and I'd say it puts me at a 6 and my irrational projection of confidence puts me a little bit above the 6 because people are more easily influenced than they'd like to think.
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General Discussion / Re: ARMemes
« Last post by Jihelu on December 17, 2018, 07:32:24 PM »
It spelled ruff circle wrong
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Non-Armageddon Discussion / Re: A Random Thought
« Last post by Synthesis on December 17, 2018, 07:22:43 PM »
Are you implying I'm having a narcissistic overreaction to a social slight?

I'm not saying anything about narcissism.  The egotism associated with a manic episode is entirely separate from the personality disorder.  My standing hypothesis is that you're bipolar, and most of the symptoms you're displaying on the GDB (assuming this isn't an elaborate act) can be explained by that.  My alternate hypothesis is that really you're smoking meth on the regular, but you know that isn't socially acceptable, so you're not going to admit it on the GDB.

I deal with crazy people of one sort or another on an almost-daily basis.  When your brain is fucked-up, it really sucks.  Some people honestly believe the FBI has surveillance devices in their vents, and there isn't a -damn- thing you can say to convince them otherwise.  Some people believe that everyone around them is engaged in a vast conspiracy to make their lives miserable.  Some people believe that they're having profound insights into the human condition, when the reality is word salad.  To them, it's real.  It's as real as the keyboard my fingers are typing on, as real as the screen in front of my face, but...you know...it isn't real.

My guess is that you fixate on the ADHD diagnosis so you can obtain Ritalin, which allows you to medicate yourself (off-script) back into mania or hypomania when you start cycling back into depression, because hypomania/mania feels "normal" to you.  And you fixate on the autism spectrum because it allows you to dismiss manic symptoms as "weirdness" associated with being autistic.  So that nonsensical associations and word salad become Asperger's-like genius insights, instead of symptoms of a brain that's simply redlining with too much dopamine and norepinephrine.

And my guess is that the things that you perceive other people to be doing with respect to you are simply delusions.  The situation you described above...my guess is that you "thought" you were having some profound insight, and you started babbling nonsense that scared someone, and when someone else confronted you about it, you got aggressive or loud...because that's typically how these things escalate...and that's when the cops show up and you get put on an involuntary psych hold.
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Non-Armageddon Discussion / Re: Sekrit Santa 2k18
« Last post by boog on December 17, 2018, 05:30:32 PM »
IF YOU HAVE ANY ISSUES WITH YOUR PRESENTS OR GIFTING, PLEASE LET ME KNOW.
THE LAST DATE TO SEND OUT GIFTS TO ENSURE CHRISTMAS DELIVERY IS 12/20. PLEASE PLAN ACCORDINGLY.

MY GIFTS TO YOU ALL, WITH THE EXCEPTION OF MAJIKAL'S, SHOULD ALL BE THERE BY 12/21.


okay, cruise control to cool has been turned off. Merry Githmas, darlings!
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