Little tired of getting woken up at 1-3am by dudes looking into my van. No lie, it's happened 2 out of the past three nights so I am whining because the sleep deprivation just hit me. Doubly tired of it coming with some lame advance that seems sexual, I mentioned last time how some ass bro said "I knew a chick would park next to us," this past time when I looked out it was a dude smoking right at my window (like that's a turnon) with his bro dancing on the roof of his hummer behind him (like that's a fucking turnon either). At least this time it was sort of funny so I got a video of it. But seriously... DO I SNORE LIKE A CHICK OR SOMETHING? Are these fuckers on to my scent like dogs?
Should call my speech therapist and see if we can fix my fucking unconscious snoring to be less chick like. I need to be able to sleep to WORK unlike these assholes harassing me.
And lastly that's the only positive thing. I went to some mountains in Cali where I am harassed a little less, knowing I have to focus on work this week. My tech lead, being a cool ass lesbian (but v closeted, we both only know we're queer because I only felt the need to tell her after almost being killed for being queer, and that's when she told me she is too), and being a person who is extremely astute, checked in about the news w Gabby Petito, Kylen Schulte (which I already mentioned here because that matters more than a copycat murder, no disrespect to Gabby, please rest in peace). It was good to be able to efficently handle my feelings about it and reply quickly to her that it's tragic but I am glad I've become well adapted enough to survive, travel, and even thrive in multiple demanding occupations.
back to work. I PROMISE not to dump on this thread for at least a week and ideally longer. But as a PSA, please be safe out there, watch your back as people become more desperate in this fucked up world, blah blah blah.
these lowlife p*ssy hunters need to get some fucking jobs and get off my back and definitely need to stop the murder and rape shit
